Now I know why people smoke up. I've been through it and as badass as it can sound, weed really can loosen things up. Not sure how you'll see it, but I take it as, loosing up all that stress and slow things down a little. I still remember that oral presentation on should marijuana be legalized. Well to me it's a yes if you and I can control our shits. Talk about addiction, I think that addiction is what makes weed so interesting. When will power dominates your desires, that's when you have an achievement unlocked, in my opinion though. I am looking forward to my next attempt.
Trials in two days (oh yes I'm talking about exams again fuck, do I have a life) and yeah, I'm here trying to do all last minute preparation. Finishing up all that leftover bits of assignments and science laboratory reports. I'm drooling for carefree days. However carefree means.. laziness and unproductivity. Man, gonna get my shits together this time. Some terrible cover of Wildest Dreams is playing behind this screen now. Not to criticize them, but indeed Tay tay did an amazing one. It's not easy to sing like Tay tay.
Latest addiction besides weed will be.. babaqunaer (Dad, Where are we going) season 3! Can't describe my love for this reality series and my gratefulness for whoever created this. Not only the kids are cute, the episodes never get boring and every event means something, especially for the parents and kids. Watching it makes me related to myself and my parents. My relationship with my parents.. are not that strong and close. Especially my mum, I barely talk to her and now that I'm grown up, those heart to heart talks is almost close to.. zero. Seriously damn envy those who have fucking strong bonds and close ties with their family members. I am brought up this way, and I will forever be like that.
Currently struggling with a throat of soreness LEL I mean sore throat nigga. Feel like singing my lungs out but I can't. Not sure if I can even sing but I enjoy it. Karaoke mou after finals?!??! :D :D Anyway still hesitating whether to get a vape or not.. No big deal to some of you but it is to me. My own hard earn money man. What if I get bored of it.. What if vape makes my sore throat worse T.T What if I lose it.. What if people judge me.. What if my parents find out.. What if I get tired of hiding.. What if I spoil it.. What if I have no penny to fix it.. What if I don't make full use of it.. What if I will just regret my fucking decision?
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