Everything is breaking apart. Like all at once. Last night my phone screen broke, more like cracked when I dropped it on the floor. It fell and lied face down on the floor. The moment I flipped it over as I picked it up, my heart was close to breaking because its the first ever biggest damage that has happened to so many phones I have used in my life. Urgh, was so shocked and speechless. Now im stuck here, I dont know how to approach my dad and tell him about this. I'll probably get the scolding, well im ready for it, but what matters most is I get the money and get this fixed. No, im not gonna hope for new phone. New stuff come w conditions, and I'm so tired of it. So nevermind.
What else is breaking? The bonds between me and my buddies are breaking. I hope the bonds we have built can be as strong as before I go for NS. Fuck, NS in less than 4 days. Feeling more unprepared than excited. Gonna be away for two months or so, I really hope I still have friends when I come back. Sigh, hope its gonna be a pleasant experience. Bye guys, do not miss me.
I heard it. My heart broke. Tough on the outside but broken in the inside, that is me. I dont know what broke my heart. I should have stopped the feelings from growing. I.. am so fucked up.
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