Doomed

Im so so so doomed! All three sciences are at stake. Worst is sejarah. Feel like going for sejarah tuition but I always tell myself, never rely on tuition knowing how costly it is nowadays.

I dont think I actually suck that badly in history subject. I'm just plain lazy to read and understand and read and practice again. When it comes to consistency in studying and revision, I have absolutely none of that.

I have a feeling that I will screw up my sejarah papers so badly. very very badly. I have no idea how people remember it so well. I remember formulas much better than history related names places dates terms and more. Useless piece of shit la me.

Marching is coming, so is trials. Im screwed in the face. Oh and I heard the form 4s do not have paper 3 for all three sciences now. What a blessing I mean seriously. Isn't that the way to learn science? Which idiot even created paper 3? It should come w practical exams. Sounds scary? its scarier when you realise you learn absolutely nothing after memorising tons of experiments by heart. Going hands on is the way lah. Do I make sense?

Ciaos, God bless.