Thursday, 22 May 2014

Doomed

Im so so so doomed! All three sciences are at stake. Worst is sejarah. Feel like going for sejarah tuition but I always tell myself, never rely on tuition knowing how costly it is nowadays.

I dont think I actually suck that badly in history subject. I'm just plain lazy to read and understand and read and practice again. When it comes to consistency in studying and revision, I have absolutely none of that.

I have a feeling that I will screw up my sejarah papers so badly. very very badly. I have no idea how people remember it so well. I remember formulas much better than history related names places dates terms and more. Useless piece of shit la me.

Marching is coming, so is trials. Im screwed in the face. Oh and I heard the form 4s do not have paper 3 for all three sciences now. What a blessing I mean seriously. Isn't that the way to learn science? Which idiot even created paper 3? It should come w practical exams. Sounds scary? its scarier when you realise you learn absolutely nothing after memorising tons of experiments by heart. Going hands on is the way lah. Do I make sense?

Ciaos, God bless.

Tuesday, 6 May 2014

Confidence 信心

Lets talk about confidence. Confidence is the best make up and I totally agree. One who is confident is definitely less vulnerable.

Do not wait for things to make you feel confident, feel confident yourself. Because no one but only you know yourself best.

Confidence is something so abstract yet so so so powerful like a shield, nothing goes through. We always hear people say Oh as long as you are beautiful inside no one will judge you. Sadly no. Time to be realistic now. Accept your looks your weaknesses your inabilities and stop blaming God or your parents becausw there will be no effect.

When people judge you for your looks, all you can do is shut those ears, get out of it and put on a layer of confidence. Hating them will not stop them from judging. So why not you take that first step yourself.

Do not wait for things to make you confident, be confident at all times even if you are at your weakest point. Whether you can do it or not, fail or succeed, it will only be revealed if you try. However this is easier said than done. Sigh.