I don't wanna grow up!

Yesterday I was form 1 and tomorrow I'm gonna be form 5 already. Noooooo!!! I'm not ready for this. Life is gonna be so stressful next year. Its gonna be a big battle w SPM. But its okay, challenge me!
Im feeling nostalgic for the times during form 1 and 2 when I can just dont give a damn about my studies. But looking back, I realise how much I've grown thru these years mentally physically and all. All thanks to pmr, otherwise I'll still be fooling around in school.
I guess I'm not just afraid of SPM, but also the fact that I'm leaving school soon. I know I sound exaggerating because I still have like one year plus before leaving. But trust me, I think next year is gonna pass by very quickly because its our busiest year out of all 5.

I wanna appreciate what I have now. Its easier said than done, tho.

1BR 2010. Remember Puan Genga? Oh memories...bad ones.