Sunday, 23 August 2015

Decisions

Not even sure if this is worth to be blogged about. Just had probably not the worst but pretty bad day at college like few hours ago. Just got back from all that shit and chilling in my room after shower. 

Class today starts at 11am so I was right on the dot but when I arrived the visitor parking was full and gated. I was like seriously? Where am I supposed to park then. Sorry lah I honestly don't know where is the entrance to Sunway Pyramid seasonal parking. So after a few rounds around the college I just settled down by the side of a wide road where many cars illegally parked there as well. I was pretty aware that I cannot park there but I just had to because I was late for class already. 

After class, I went for lunch and realised I left my purse in my car. As I approached my car two security ah-bengs rush to my direction looking all pissed and raising voices at me. They told me how could you even park you car here. Did you know we had a hard time trying to negotiate w the people who were so closed to clamp your car. I was like...(speechless).... Tapi pagi tadi visitor parking full lah bang I ade class tau, I replied half frustrated half blur. They raised voices again saying I had other alternatives like Sunway Pyramid or BRT car park but in my head I was screw you. Lol. The convo ended after they told me visitor parking is opened again. 

Made like a thousand rounds on two floors of visitor parking and got absolutely nothing plus narrowly escaped from an accident which scared the shit out of me. Already am I frustrated enough, trying to find a place to settle down in a congested parking lot filled with probationary drivers (P license, lol I know I'm one of them too) but yeah. You know what I mean. Reckless and I know they are frustrated as well. I gave up after 15mins because my food is waiting for me. I made another few rounds at the public parking outside of college but wtf, I just realised there's like 20 car repair shops in just merely two rows of shoplots. That's not the problem, the problem is each one of them will take at least two parking spaces which obviously do not belong to them, or even if they did pay for it or whatsoever, my point is people do get annoyed when you see so many empty parking spaces filled with cars cones and you just can't park there. 

I don't know if this is good or what but I managed to find an illegal white line side parking space few minutes walk away from college. Once I got down my car I noticed almost every car down the road, if not all has summon notices on their windscreens. Speaking about summons, I believe I have received the most summons as an 18 year old probationary driver. In simple words, I kena alot of summons compared to friends or peers around me. I have had enough, but that was for my previous car. Now that I'm driving another car, I told myself I'm not gonna risk another time. I'm gonna skip maths class just to avoid getting a summon for this clean-record car. Maybe not the best wise decision and I'll probably regret it sooner or later but I already done it. Now I'm here, home sweet home. 

That's about it I guess. On my way home, the sky was cloudy and seemed like it was gonna rain, but just had the sudden urge of sending my car for a wash. As I arrived at the petrol station wanting to send for wash, it was f*cking packed like nobody's business. It was towards the end of lunch hour already. daheck. I was like screw it I'm going home. Why on the earth is everywhere so packed and congested and overflowing with cars and people. It's a freaking Monday shouldn't people be in work or restaurant be on off day or you know, starting of week. Then I found out from my friend's snap that today was her first day of semester 2. So don't tell me that is the reason why college is so packed. Ugh. Screw everything I'm gonna do some online shopping, music and take a nap. Ciaos. 

Saturday, 22 August 2015

College

Hi. Have been away for ages. Now I'm back. Blogging is not really my thing because I don't have much vocabulary for that, but it sometimes come in handy when your head is filled w thoughts.

Just a slight update about what I'm up to now. Started in myBurgerLab roughly three months ago, and I would say that it somehow changed my life, a lil, maybe. Started on 31 March 2015, lets count... now's like what, mid August? Four and a half months? Crazy. Learn a lot a lot and made plenty of new friends including regulars there. Working in Mbl involves a lot of night life. Or maybe theres where my night life started. It sounds bad but its growing up. Deep. Lel.

Anyhow life has still been a bitch, pain in the ass. College started in July, and I'm still working to make ends meet. People generally assume that kids at Sunway College are rich, like every single one, No, thats's absolutely wrong. Rich is a very very big word, it really is. One can be fucking rich, but spends on necessary things only. Some are just average but spends like fuck.  Since working in Mbl is pretty flexible and comfortable (is this the right word lol), I told myself to try to rely less on my parents. Well at least my pay is enough to pay  for my petrol. 5 bucks a day for parking at college, that makes up to 25 a week, 100 a month. Somehow this is the motivation for me to save, and work more despite lazy days. Hmm.. so I guess I'm considered study-working. Tough but fun.

Speaking about college.. ugh screw it. I don't know what to feel about it, just started like a month, no major events nor assignments, just classes 830-4pm daily. Packed but I like things packed. However procrastination still haunts me. That urge and enthusiasm to study: 404 Error: File Not Found, yes, its still missing in me. 7 months break after graduation, plus PLKN, well, at least I can still write w my hands. Not doing that well in assessments, screw it, that's not the end. Who cares. Apparently MUFY is a managable and relaxed pre-U so I'm pretty sure I'll drag myself through this.

Just one thing I do not understand about life.. Why do we get punished for other people's mistakes? You did not even do a shit but all you get is judgmental shits. People get so look conscious nowadays I cannot even... ugh. Pretty and handsome people get all that special treatment while the others are always put second. Seriously? Not trying to complain but I'm so sick of this. True friends, is bullshit. Turning friendship into couple relationship end ups with friendzone. Something really meaningful that I read and shared on facebook yesterday.

Last day of mid-sem-break today, hope everything goes well even knowing that I have tons of homework and assignments due date soon. Procrastination is my best friend. Off to work, ciaos.